yikes. its been a year. more in fact. more or less. who cares.
maybe i’ll take this up again..we’ll see.
“Continuing to live – that is, repeat
A habit formed to get necessaries –
Is nearly always losing, or going without.
– Philip Larkin
relentless reminiscing straight back zeroing into first day of leave december 17 twothousandandnine settling into the dawn of slack pose no-work delights, wallowing in calm repose, reeling in the coolwetcalm 8am showers, breathingeasy toggling on the hundred mechanical indecisions and visions and re-visions dropping slated plated questions what ta break what ta eat for break fast and then onwards to outside cool taking the air in a tobacco trance watching traffic whispering on the tarmac, sidelined in thoughts schedules diys paint putty plaster put-ons and wait heres the breakfast thankyou and zigzagging across back in through the out door and bellowing put off the tv and out with the square bowls and fine china and lets here eat please and eat eat drink drink and off to chores of putty and paint and excuses and just another hour please and back on the comfortable teak and breeze blown in and cardomam tea and chet baker and kerouac cool and becoming one with sofa.
deconstruction and dooteys in progress. forgive me us for the delays and disappearances.
happy birthday love. i miss you even when you’re next to me. hope you liked the dinner (and the kitchenaid!)
here’s a few from our goddaughter’s mini birfday bash right after lin’s sista’s wedding (talk about party-hijack!). forgot the cam cause of the rush so pls endure the blur…another rotund reason to opt for iphone over blackberry.
if u don’t know it already, fuck it.
kill your idols. larry is messiah. period.